Enough la, dear! that's enough.

Lol. That’s enough Athirah! What the hell’s wrong with you!!! Open your mind. Get the hell out of your shadow and be who you are. Why did you messing up the games!!! You shouldn’t have to that??! You shouldn’t be like this. It’s the end of our school’s life already. What d’ya expect????

Don’t expect too much. Don’t give too much. I thought we had this talk already???? Be more realistic! Please get yourself to the real world! You know better than me. You got to learn to let go, T! I know it wasn’t going to be easy as I talk this over but really you have to get over it!

I know you knew it. And how can you be as dumb as that??? Get yourself together. You can survive! I know you can! I have faith in you!! Come on. You’ll be just fine. Who cares anyway?? You don’t deserve *** and yet ** don’t deserve you. You don’t complete each other.

Don’t create another problem when you can’t even solve it, okay??? Just full yourself with concentrate and concentrate and concentrate. High – 5 girlfriend!

I think you can do much better than me!!!

it's just a feeling,ayy??
good luck, T!

SECRET GARDEN : movie of the year!

staring : hyun bin, ha ji won.

storyline :

hyun bin nih ank org kaya jumpe plak ngn ha ji won, seorang yg agk miskin lah. ha ji won nih perempuan eh! Ji won ni dier cm boyish cket while hyun bin nih cm jenis yg jage penampilan and everything... long story short. they exchange body after sesat kat dlm hutan. lol. tp best la tgk cter nih...

SEDEYH gler. ade scene yg mmg tgkp leleh la. try la tgk.

movie ni sgt femes kat korean. and hyun bin nih dulu berlakon cter MY LOVELY SAM SOON.

ha ji won lak berlakon cter MEMORIES OF BALI. like gler r cter nih.

ps uh utk theme song : hyun bin - that man. best. yg kt dlm blog nih sbnrnya lagu theme cter secret garden lah. tp perempuan yg nyanyi. so tjuk tuh jadi THAT WOMAN. 

sgt ske scene nih!! sweet gler!

List of homework, Islah!

1.     Nota PHYSIC  & essay

2.    CHEMISTRY

3.    BIOLOGY

4.   +MATH’ s folio

5.    ENGLISH

6.   PLBS BAT

7.    PLBS PQS

8.   PSI

9.   SEJARAH

Huh... too much eh?? Lol. Forgive me if I’m wrong, k!

Guess what, i haven’t start any hw yet. Damn it. But I will. When??

SOON ENOUGH!

interlok!

hmm.ara!

Haish... mmg tk dinafikan mmg dan mmg dan sememangnyer amat sukar utk bljr di umah! Hahah. Ramai yg tgh angguk nih tnda stuju ngn statement nih. Tp nk wat cmne an?? Mmg btol pn kan??? Believe it or not!

Tp, respect r yg mne boleh study kat umah tuh.. mmg hebat kuasa 20 r.

Aku baru mula nk start bace Interlok. Tp sekat2 lagi la. Cm dak yg baru nk pandai m’baca uh.. susah la, novel tuh tebal bebenor! Lak2 aku bkn jnis yg minat novel. Kalau novel inggeris uh bleh terime lagi... ini, sastera betol! Adeh. I’m just not born to be a malay-novel-reader. Bkn nk bongkak, riak, tkbur, ujub bagai. Tk. Tp, terimalah hakikat aku tk mampu nk habeskan novel tuh. But somehow I will try okay?!  Lagi sekali nk bgtaw... sye tk pndai berbahasa inggeris pn...jgnlah anda slh fhm plak ye. Cme sye tk minat bce novel sastera itu je. It’s not my fault, k. Mungkin salah mama yg ske bace novel BI...jd ank eh ini terikut2 jugak. Daddy, tk ske bce buku. Adek2 yg len pn sme. Kami lebih kpd majalah E-POP dan komixs! Haha... it wasn’t our fault then! Jokes2.

Biology textbook tk khatam lagi. Aduh.. cmne nih??? Chemistry tk hafal lagi???? Cmne nk wat ni?? Physic tk wat nota lagi! Ape nk jadi ngn aku nih. Tk tahu silap kat ne. Folio +math mmg lah kan??? Adeh........ J doa je lah sume kerja Berjaya dilunaskan! 

Perkampungan Ilmu 2011

PERKAMPUNGAN 27 MEI – 1 JUN 2011.

Ini kisahnya :

3 hari pertama kat sekolah, rsenya okay lagi. Time tuh dak form 3 and form 6 pn ade lagi. Jadi, asrama tk lah sunyi. Still boleh dgr ketawa riang dan gelak tawa yg memecah sunyi pd waktu mlm.

Tp, lepas drpd 3 hari tersebut.....

Tinggal la Form 5 je yg menetap di asrama. Itu pn separuh je. Tk smpai angka 70 pn yg ade kat asrama. Sgt cket. Dlm dorm plak... yg tinggal hny 2 org drpd 20 org yg asal. Ye. Memang aku takut time mlm. Tp tabahkan jugak hati ini. Nk wat cmne an?? Kne study. Cmtuh la hidup kalau nk Berjaya. Kne berani gk.

Perkampungan ilmu SHAMS...mmg letih. Sgt letih. Lak2 duk kat dewan besar yg tkde air- cond. Uih hai. Mmg panas membara. Pas uh dgn ramainya lagi. Biseng tk tntu arah nya lagi. Time tuh mmg terasa nk bg kaki je kat dk2 yg mekak uh. Dah la dtg lmbt. Ps tuh wat hal sendiri plak. Ahh mmg lah!

Hari seterusnya lepas dak form 3 da blek umah ( yay  L ) form 5 lak yg dpt gne dewan air cond tuh. Ok. Bahagia la cket.. CKET JE. So, studyla dlm keadaan yg begitu mampat dan tk leh bergerak. Sempit gler. Tp nk wat cmne kan?? Sabar jer la. Time duk kat dewan nih aku cm tk brp nk suke. La. Nth r. Cm tk leh concentrate lgsg. Mne tk eh. Haha. Sshhhshhs. Kite kite je okay. Dak2 islah yg twu, diam2 eh. Jgn terkantoi sudeh. J

Overall, okay lah . i like it. Tp rindu nk blek umah. Haha. Sbb time tuh ade cter best. Hurm. Anyway life a bit like that la kan. Tk semua yg kita inginkan baik utk diri kita. So, I think I like my life now.

DOAKAN SPM SAYA YE!!!! TQ! 11A+ . Insya-Allah.

errr..I will study better i guess?? I will!

Know why I can survive? Know why? This is because I have options. I have thousand of options. The only thing I have to do is only to choose the best out of the rest.

Instead of having a bad mood everyday and getting very emotional every night, I choose to live my life happy and having the best of my life even if you’re exclude from my life. Instead of thinking about stupid things like now, I did all my homework and studying.

Life isn’t that hard actually. I just have to choose not to deal with people like you in my life and I’ll be just fine. I don’t want to brag about it but I’m just enjoying myself.

If people don’t like me, that’s their problem not mine. I’m not born to PLEASE you, okay?

If you said that loads of peeps don’t like me... why don’t you try to evaluate yourself either way around? You think people like you that much??? We’re just the same. Don’t get so cocky and making  this thing such a huge thing!

If I could curse right in front of your damn face. I’m surely would do so. Stop talking about people.

Dude, those who you gossips about will gossip about you too.

“people who gossip will gossip about you, do not forget that.”

Anyway, anda dinasihatkan utk mengumpat, mengata, bergosip dan ape2 yg seangkatan dengannya kerana rasenya anda berhak. Mungkin anda adalah manusia yang paling baik dalam dunia ini, bukan?  Tidak mengapalah kalau begitu. Silalah tambah pahala saya dgn mengumpat dan teruskan usaha anda utk mengatakan ape2 shj.

Oh ye sebelum terlupa. Ribuan terima kasih diucapkan. Kalau perlu, ceritakanlah keburukan saya kepada semua org. Bukalah keaiban saya. Insya- Allah. Saya mampu terima tanggapan semua org terhadap saya. Kerana saya seorang yg tabah! (^_^)

Kalau tk puas hati anda juga tk perlu susah2 nk bagi2 surat2 bagai. Sumpah, tk berminat nk bce :P

Anda hanya perlu mengumpat shj. Kerana saya juga tidak mampu utk puaskan hati anda semua.

Jadi, jgn bazirkan kertas dan dakwat pen anda. Gunakan mereka pada tempat yg selayak-layak nya.

Rintihlah kepada Yang Maha Esa agar Dia menjadikan saya seorang yang lebih baik drpd sblm2 ini.

Bak kata adik dorm saya, “ Kita bukanlah Malaikat.”  Jangan sering mengungkit kesilapan org. :D

Bantu kami utk berubah. Bukan condemned kami dan memberitahu seluruh rakyat tntg mslh kami dan kamu. Mungkin lah kan, kamu mahu menambah phl kami, mungkin kan??? :P

Jelingan anda tidak mencuakkan sye bahkan menjadi bhn gelak. Jd tk perlu rsenyer nk tenung sye lame2.

Sye maafkan anda jangan risau. (^_^) mungkin kata-kata di atas menyakitkan hati. Ana Asif ye!

WHAT YOU GIVE YOU’LL GET BACK!!! OOPS! Biante!

LIKE <3

My First Cake Batik!

Very temptation!

Ahhh.. Suka suka suka! For the first time buat kek batik. Haha. Buat sorg2 taw kat dapur. Before adelah gk my aunt tolong. Tp, hari ni.. Wat sendiri. Happening r. Balek je dari Bangi terus lari masuk dapur buat kek. Love :p